Last day of work

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

Very Emotional Today was my last day of work and I feel relieved that I don't have to worry about it anymore. I've been doing some searching on the web about mastectomies and what they look like and I have to tell you, it's not pretty. I know my head says it's the only way to get rid of the poison growing in my body but my heart is having a hard time dealing with the fact that I'm not going to have my real breasts anymore. I've haven't been able to stop crying for the last hour. Luckily the kids went to bed early, because I don't want them to see their mommy like this. Since finding the lumps until now, it's been a whirl wind of emotions going through me. I hope once the cancer is gone that life can get back to normal. Well as normal as possible during all the chemotherapy & radiation. I know that I'm strong enough to get through this, but it sure is testing my strength!